Glory of a paper bag
18.08.1998
6:37AM
Morning love.
I know your not my best friend but it feels like cause you feel so close to my heart. Closer than anyone before.
I really agree that he have to solve his problems by his own..its the only way how adult people must do he has also learn to that when he won't end his life like Kinder vom Bahnhofzoo right!?. I think thats good idea for you to take care of your health. Hope your problem with alcohol. I am so happy you are not drug addicted like him don't want to miss you in my life anymore :) :) just be yourself. Don't fake yourself fir guys who don't deserve you. U are such a loveable person.u can have any guy u want cause you are talented. He is just jealous. He was always jealous . It a mother thing. He hate us and he loved us and he hate and love everything. He doesn't know the difference love and hat it's both the sane for him just that strong sexual feeling that excited him. He just love exciting things. Everything that became boring istl just junk for him wasted time. Little mestophelis, going in the celkar and have a nice evening with love and cheating. The world is his playground
My advice run runrun. Run as long as you can. Go back to Hamburg, to Munich, to cologne just elsewhere ,and do everything what could help you to feel better..and do not participate in complicated frienships for your own better health situatuation. You need to relax..Hamburg is good idea..that new job at a radio station sounds also great!:)to change living place that could be easear look to all difficult situations with a new sight..do not continue friendships or other relationships which destroys you from inner side Azu .... i just want to visit u soon and dry up tears
your the strongest person i know so please don't give up..it doesnt help to have better health..its just my oppinion..have a bright , joyfull,peacefull day!:)
stay strong.
it's your life.
not his one..maybe you would get a bright futurand he dies cause of heroine soon
and it's his own fault
not yours
